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Personal Awakening

I was raised Catholic… somewhat, although when I came upon this earth I had the information and ideas of reincarnation and infinite life already within me. Call it a memory of past living or what you will, but it was there and it kept me questioning and learning.

I was born in South Africa, a land of many cultures and strange stories. One such element of the odd tales is the tokoloshe which is a small, naughty creature known to enter peoples’ beds when asleep and torment or even rape them.

Many Africans to this day raise their beds above the ground with bricks in fear of this small nuisance and many even believe it to spread AIDS.

After my family and I had arrived in the United States, my brother had told me of a strange, green, glowing skull he had seen at the edge of his bed in Africa one night. He said that he hid and came back up but it was still there. He believed it to be a tokoloshe but after seeing the images of aliens with big black eyes, he assumed that that’s what he had seen. It makes me wonder what visited us and what could have been done to me at that point when I was still not much older than a toddler.

Ever since I could read I delved into books on monsters, animals (especially reptiles and amphibians), dinosaurs, and the abnormal such as UFOs, yeti, etc. My research really took off at about age nine when I got a folder and named it the UFO files. I would talk to various classmates and ask them if they had ever seen anything unusual. If they had seen something then I would ask them to write a brief description and sketch out the scene. I would then place this into my UFO files.

Progressing into the teenage years and fighting depression, I looked into self help books and immediately got connected to the spiritual/occult section. This is where my spiritual advancement really hit in. Learning, practicing, and working with others on the subject really opened me to our world and helped in my development and logical view on life. 

The Awakening

At the age of 18 I decided to delve upon a heavy meditation before sleep one night. The concern of this deep process was finding the meaning of life. The next day came the Hell. My mind was so heavy on thought that I started to disassociate myself from this reality and my body. When left in the quiet, I would hear voices and the busyness within my mind. It felt that through neither sleep nor death could I escape this frightening experience. At that point I was at the divide of whether I wanted to keep my sanity or let go of it. Trust me, letting go felt much easier! I decided to fight and hang onto this thread linking to my good sense.

The next day was the complete opposite. After the worst day, came the best day of my life. On this day everything was excellent. I felt “high” literally on life. Everything looked brighter and felt better. I realized the true reality I had been missing out on most of my life. I soon learned and understood the phenomenon behind this reawakening experience and therefore, always offer guidance to others who are going through this process in addition to other arcane facets of reality. 

David Icke’s Material

David Icke’s name first came into appearance during a study on 2012 and the Mayan works surrounding it. I came upon a very fascinating interview with Zulu shaman Credo Mutwa which was being held by David. I read through the entire interview with undivided attention. I even printed it out to share with others. By this point I had studied the bible some and had theories of my own on the beings mentioned within the ancient text. What credo told of about the African legendary history so nicely connected with what the bible read that I began to connect my own dots from here on.

I then bought Children of the Matrix but soon after returned to more spiritual/practice type books and research rather than conspiracy and history analyzing. It made more sense to me at the time as I did not know that much about government nor did I care for it or believe any of it to begin with. I was young. But, with everything coming together I quickly realized the importance of it all and gave Mr. Icke my concentration again especially after Alex Jones’s hidden camera catch of Bohemian Groove’s ritual.

David Icke’s work never seemed forceful or single sided. I enjoy his points of view because he investigates in a similar way that I do. He doesn’t present a huge theory just out of the blue, but backs it with research and the sources. Therefore, if you question something, go and check out the sources for yourself. David only connects the dots in a manner that becomes more logical as patterns form. You will find for yourself that when you begin to form your own theory and do research into history, etc., you will recognize David’s work as an already-been-there done-that field of information, and from there you can continue adding onto the great jigsaw puzzle of truth along with many others. 

What Happens Next? “Agenda” Post 2012

The Changes

We are undeniably at a time of major change. This has and is being told by various cultures, studies, and belief systems. An important aspect of this which I believe is not mentioned enough is the shift from the Piscean age into the Age of Aquarius. For the past 2,000 years we have been in the age of Pisces which involved separation and hierarchy. Jesus etc. came into being and the religions that followed. Sexism, racism, and much other dividedness manifested. “God”, (masculine) was seen as an outer force and something we had to bow to.

With the Age of Aquarius comes oneness. We are already seeing the changes as they do not happen overnight. This shift or cusp has already been in progress for the past 40 or more years. We see people finding “god” or the force within themselves and all things around. All races and sexes are evening out in their rites as we enter another level of equilibrium. Love now is found to be the answer.

Not only astrologically are we in a time of change but also according to many other perspectives that we hear about. 

Post 2012

1. We will shift into another dimension on this realm. Maybe all or maybe some of us will shift along, which correlates better with the bible prophecies. We will continue to exist but at a higher level of consciousness and understanding. Hence as the Mayans mentioned, currency will drop out. Why? Because at a higher level of perception we won’t have a need for it. Many of us already understand this but after the shift, all will have this better understanding embedded, including the country “leaders”. If therefore leaders choose to follow old ways, people will quickly catch the evil and wrong acts and rebel.

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2. December 21, of 2012 may just be the center or an important date in a long term of change that we are already in, such as the astrological cusp into the Age of Aquarius. Therefore this date is nothing more than the possible center point calculation of the major long change, which is still something worth celebrating. December 22 will look like a usual day as it is all part of this 100 plus year long change. 

The Tainted Ones’ Agenda

The few but powerful that are behind all the corruption know the changes that are in course. They understand that the changes are for the good of all but don’t realize it enough as to see the nonsense they plan on keeping by withholding currency and selfishness. Therefore, as a desperate attempt to keep power, control, and their old selfish ways alive, the elite may resort to serious violence such as genocide, world war 3, etc. This brutal breakout may take place right before the end of 2012 or before the actual clearer end of the cusp. This depends on the intensity of change at the actual time of December 21st. If December 21st will indeed be a powerful shift then you can expect government violence soon, and if we enter 2013 as usual then you can expect the suffering later as the elite fight to keep control. Nonetheless if we fall into this route, we can always change things beforehand and not go through the torment.